Well I thought it was about time to blog again. It has been nearly 3 months since I last blogged – guess writing here weekly isn’t working 🙂 It is the same as anything – all about commitment and priorities – don’t you hate it when you know how to fix something but it seems sooooooooo hard – sigh, it all seems so easy so why isn’t it?? Because we are human – I know , you all thought I was superhuman, but no, I am only human – most of the time anyway – lol.
I started my blog to write about my journey to a healthier me and if it helped someone along the way then that is awesome. What we think of as simple things are an inspiration to others and we don’t realise it. I have had many people tell me this over the last few months – they tell me here, on facebook and in person. I have had the most amazing support and compliments from my family – this is always so important to us no matter how hard we try to deny it – we are all like the panting puppy looking for the pat on the head and the good dog from people.I never gave myself enough credit for this and figured everyone else had the scoop on what to do and I was the last one to catch on – this is why I am not super human – lol. I am looking into brain foods at the momemt to help me with this . Is ice-cream one ???? I think it should be 🙂
I am now on my second 90 day challenge – 4 months of changes. Am I excited about my results? Is the Pope a catholic????? That would be a yes – lol. I am down 24lbs and 38 inches. I do however have to relook at my eating as I am not eating enough and I am losing muscle mass. Not eating enough – who would have known that not eating enough is my issue right now – well not eating enough good food. I think I went all out today and ate waaaaay too much – and don’t feel so great at the end of the day which is good as I know it wasn’t all the right food.
I really hate counting calories but have to look at them to until I am in the habit of eating enough good foods. Counting calories is about equal in my book with scrubbing toilets, cleaning up vomit, weeding and looking after cats – yep not liking it at all – hahahaha. I will suck it up and do it – looking after cats is still a maybe not 🙂
It is the little things I am noticing right now that people don’t think of. Things I couldn’t do before, were hard or show me how things are changing. These are things I am sure most overweight people don’t talk about. Some of them are –
*being able to press the button (down beside my seat) to open my gas tank – without opening the door
*putting my foot on a chair to tie my shoes and being able to lean over the top of my knee to tie them instead of having to lean around my knee
*sitting in a booth at a restaurant and not have my stomach pressed against the table
*realising your underwear is too big – before you lose it as you walk around 🙂
*being able to curl up in the corner of the couch with my legs on the couch 🙂
*having to wear rings on different fingers because they are now too big
*having people tell you your butt is disappearing and so are other parts of your body – this is a good thing – lol
*being able to get in behind the steering wheel in my car with more ease and in one movement rather than trying to slide in and shuffle in the seat – have you ever tried to shuffle behind a steering wheel? Not such a pretty sight 🙂
*being able to lift my legs higher when trying to put on my pants – flexibility here I come – is raising them like my arms too flexible?????
I have to say that one of the best things about my health journey is the activites I can now do or am not embarassed to try. It is also looking at my photos and realising just how well I am doing – we don’t see it ourselves in our mirror when we see ourselves every day. It is trying on a piece of clothing and seeing it is looser. It is seeing someone after a long period of time and the first words out of their mouths is not hello but “holy sh*t you are shrinking”.
I will never be a Barbie and nor do I want to be. I want to be a woman of strength and a picture of health. I don’t know what my goal weight is as it all depends on what I am doing as I get closer to finding my optimal healthy body 🙂 I could be a boxer, a weight lifter, a swimmer, a cyclist – anything is possible and to quote Under Armour – What’s Beautiful……… is going to be what I decide it to be.
Boxing with Kalib – an MMA fighter
So my trick to getting to a healthier me? Exercise every day (my goal for the end of my 2nd 90 day challenge), finding the exercise you enjoy and passionate about, eating healthy and well, enjoying life and laughing every single day. I have the last one down pat 🙂
4 months into my journey
To everyone out there on a journey to a healthier you – stay with it as it didn’t come on overnight, don’t worry if you are not perfect as I certainly don’t want to be with my eating and exercise, enjoy life, find things you love to do, lean on your friends and family for support and laugh a lot. Hope this helps and feel free to message me any time.